I know I'm a bit late, but I just wanted you all to see it hehe!

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Happy Halloween everybody and thanks a lot for being there all the time! Love ya all my friends!

I'm getting tired of this...
Look, I'm a person who likes to do BIG things. Someone who wants to start creating something that likes the public, something that people would buy or pay to see, or even something that can become popular... but I'm alone and it seems that the more I have to do, the more I want to do, and I never finish.
I've cheked out other people's websites and web comics. They are always more than one and older... I mean, am I stupid for thinking I ALONE can do anything big? I suposed to create a website for a university project. Ok, I did it. Hell and Heaven. And now what? I can't keep it active all by myself because I'm still studying, I can't go out cause I don't really have friends who go where I like to go, and then again, I'm trying to reach a dream that seems impossible... Ok, I'm dramatic, but I don't really know what to do.
I'm always happy when people helps me. I really am. However, this seems not to be enough for my stupid brain, that claims to get higher than it can...
Seems I need someone or a job that can take me out of this nightmare... I really need to starg getting profits from my work and I can't see anything that can help me cause I still doesn't have a car license (seems important to have one to work ¬¬ ) and I feel too confortable at home. I mean, I've noticed that I take things too easy cause I feel protected, and that's good... but not for my efforts. I don't push myself too high... or that's my opinion, cause the other people tell me I AM pushing myself too high... I can't get it anymore TTwTT Sometimes I would take all I've done, my work, my pics, my computer... even my life! out of the window to stop stressing myself. It wouldn't work either.
Oh well... I supose I'll have to get that silly web page idea of my head and still working with the acutal one: Hell & Heaven
You know? I should be working on my works instead of writing this... but it's the only way I can get out all this youghy thoughts of my mind.
Oh well... I hope you all good luck with what you're doing. I'm gonna return to my old desk work. From now on, I give up on the WTEE web. However, the ones who are helping me coloring, please keep on doing it. I need it. Thank you.

Esther Quesada (Raygirl13)

EDIT:
I forgot to ask about this... Does anyone know .php, java, html format... you know, to create web pages. I do, but not as much as I would like to. Anyone?

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Hello!
Ok, I just want to ask you something... but please, think that this is not official and I would need to look for the "best" in any case.
Now, here's the question.

Is anybody interested in helping me with my comic project?

Before you answer, read this:

You may paint comic pages the same style as mine, more or less.

You need a tablet, or it won't be easy and fast for you to paint any pages.

The pages may have some kind of mature content in some cases, so you need to be at least 18 years old.

You have to be available and it has to be easy for me to mantain contact with you the big part of the time, the same as I will do for you.

If you decide to give it a try, I'll send you a page for you to paint it, just to check your style first.

You don't have to feel bad if I reject the work, it's not bad, I just need a kind of style.

I'll teach you some of my painting technics if I see you're the help I'm searching for. Like this, we will work better together.

That's it for the moment. As I said, this is NOT official, and I probably won't go ahead if I don't find what I'm searching for, ok?
Thanks for your attention guys! ^_^

Please, send me a note if you are interested. I won't read comments, just notes.

You don't need to comment.
I'm just updating the journal entry.
I want to find a job... so I'll have to start searching for it. ^_^

This will sound REALLY weird to you... but I have the impression that "Raygirls" are increasing a little too much in number...
Well, that's not the problem. The problem usually appears when you found a picture where your character is getting murdered by a knife...

And seems that I have a lot of kind of twins around DA...
Alright, doesn't matter. Forget aobut it.

I'm jsut worried. Does anybody else has found pictures of their characters (the ones they represent) being murdered or electrified?